I AM SO ANGRY!
CAN YOU IMAGINE PICTURES THAT YOU TREASURE IS SUDDENLY GONE?
FOREVER?


MY SISTER DELETED OFF, WIPED OUT THE ENTIRE PHOTOS DURING GRANDMA'S FUNERAL/ FAMILY REUNION OF MY DAD'S SIDE. FAMILY GATHERINGS WITH MY DAD'S SIDE IS RARE, AND WE SELDOM MEET. WE HAD SUCH A FUN TIME AND I CAPTURED THOSE MOMENTS.

AND NOW IT IS GONE CAUSE MY SISTER DELETED THEM OFF.


!@#@$#@%$%^&%^&$#$%#$#@$#@%#$


I FEEL LIKE DELETING HER PHOTOS FROM HER MALAYSIA TRIP.
ALL OF IT!

try

THIS BLOG LAYOUT DOES NOT DEFINE ME!

In 2009,

• It was Grandma Selfa's funeral and we had a family reunion with the Baltazar's. Met my cousins after godzilla years. It was unexpectedly fun :D

• Spent an awesome two weeks in the Philippines and missed A-Team's Installation.

• Came back to Singapore with parents still in the Philippines.

• Started off the year boringly and lazily for the first two months.

• Aunt Janet left for Canada.
  

• I started work at CLS and met really cool people there!

• I spent two weeks in hospital for Hepatitis A. and i lost 5kg after being hospitalised. Alane's father said i should get sick every month so can lose weight. HAHAHA!
  

• I celebrated my birthday for a week this year, got surprised birthday cake from my new classmates and got the same cake from last year's birthday surprise and still i found it a boring birthday.

• I missed this year's Ben & Jerry's Day!!!!

• My favourite aunt, Aunt Marife, left for good for the Philippines :(
  

• I went crazily gaga over Boys over flowers and Lee Min Ho and now i could not care less.

• H1N1 was epidemic and hit Singapore too. Making us NYP people go trough the scanners every morning, everyday.
  

• Michael Jackson died. And i ended up watching his music videos and started crying when Paris, his daughter spoke for her love for her dad.
  

• I had my first ever clinical attachment!

• I attended Genesis' debut, and the first ever debut that i had ever attended!

• My first time being an Over-all In Charge of an event. External event some more.

• In which the event was, Child's Play 2009!

• I had started off the year lazily and had experienced being very very busy.

• So many stars had passed away this year.

• I am more introvert this year, and getting lazy to meet friends.

• I think i am more sensitive this year.

• Still very much a procrastinator.

• I still mourn for the loss of a friend.

• I have not been using my camera which was my birthday present last year because i'm too lazy to upload, and tag people.
  

• I don't watch tv anymore.

• Slowly, slowly sadly straying away from God.

• Church Anniversary was not as grand.

• Church's Christmas was traditionally fun, but something is still missing.

There! That's the eetsy weeny bits of "highlights" of my 2009. It's been a crazy year, started off boring and lazily. I thought time was on a standstill and wished to be busy. I complained, and i got very busy that i could ask for. Hah!

A year would not be complete too with the usual ups and downs, i had been very happy, enjoyed myself laughing till i cried and of course, cried so much too.

But i think i enjoyed myself most when we were in the Philippines last January this year. It was very rushed, two weeks in Philippines and we slept in different houses almost every day.

and of course, in 2009. I had met very very awesome people! My new classmates, my gang, my buddy group people, CLS people and i wonder who else.


Time flies so fast, the year flew by so fast that i did not notice that it's going to be another new year. Thank God for giving my family, my friends and i another new year ahead to look forward to and to strive harder for.

HAVE A BLESSED AND A WONDERFUL ROCKING 2010 EVERYONE!

Christmas 2009!

Traditionally, i spent Christmas with the usual people.
and well, it's nevertheless well spent!

First up, our own Nouche Buena(sp?) @ Substation!

I think i was tipsy here.
Hah!

I tell you, their beef onion pizza is gooooooooooooooood!

AND CHRISTMAS CAMP WAS A BLAST!

Secondly, every year we stuff ourselves with food from Nouche Beuna(sp?) and counting down to Christmas with sparkles. Walking around downtown east and breaking our backs, sleeping like sardines is also those yearly thing.

Take a look at Aldrin!

LOOK AT HIM!

So now he hides behind. HAHA!

unglamness shot of me!

We went in to the haunted house.
Super funny can!
We were screaming all the way, including Kuya Sheik too.

Aha!
The culprits!

Angelo, Aaron & Cid @ 4am.

and then Erica joined them.

and we all slept..
and we snored..

and we break camp!
YAY!

Food was funtastic.
I tihnk i gained weight which is not oh-so-funtastic!

Oh, tagged pictures of me in facebook went from 900++ to 1000!
THANK YEW ANELIE FOR THE PHOTOS!

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.

How, How, HOW!
I FORGOT HOW TO WRITE AN ARGUMENTATIVE ESSAY!
Especially it was not my area of specialty in secondary school.
HAH!

anyway!

IT'S THE TWO WEEKS OF BREAK FROM SCHOOL!

Well, not really.
Because i have to come back to school for Lab Practice and to surround myself with books in the library.
Happy Holidays okay!

My holiday, which is clearly not a holiday at first is now a moneyless holiday for me. Meaning, i cannot go shopping!
HOW SAD!
:(

Because i have spending too much on taxis and..

My dead BB.
Blame it on my itchy hand.

This was what happened last Saturday:

Siblings and i woke up at 1pm, which was not so pleasant to have the afternoon sun when you wake up. I rather i wake up in the cold morning. and so, after our brunch, we left for Bukit Panjang Plaza to our Christmas Exchange gifts. While we were there, mom called and joined us. To which my dad called and asked everyone to do our Christmas shopping at Jurong Point instead. I WAS WEARING FBT AND SHIRT ONLY! gah! How to go there straight looking like that lah? Dad was so impromptu. I think i got that trait from him. Hahaha!

Back to my story! We were in G2000, and i was carrying only my handphone pouch. While i was talking to my dad, for some reason, i was swinging it. Swing, Swing and SWOOSH! My handphone pouch and its contents dropped to the ground! I think it was a rather big impact because when i checked it out the screen is all blank. I KILLED MY BLACKBERRY!
I AM SO SAD SADDED, MY BB IS DEADDDDDDD!

and hospital charges for my BB will cost me $400!
I know, like WTF lah!


So how you guys like my new look for my blog? So not me i think. I actually wanted to have the same bright yellow as background and the bold black as fonts.
HOW HOW HOW!
Tell me if it suits my blog okay!

I AM VERY SAD BECAUSE I KILLED MY BLACKBERRY.

AND NOW IT IS DEAD

:(

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HELLO ALL, YOU REGULAR & RANDOM READERS OF THIS

LITTLE SPACE OF MINE.I WILL BE UPDATING
SOON!

I am being chased after the 1500 words essay right now which i am gonna get started on, the 2 presentations and Practical Assessments!

Till i get away from these menaces, so long goodbye!

What i have learnt in this sem's biology..

"All the things that break you, are all the things that make you strong. You can't change the past, 'cause it's gone, and you just gotta move on"

- Carrie Underwood

Had a rather happening week, last week!


but my body surrenders.

I got so tired today after our church's anniversary, i dragged myself on the way home and slept right away, with my dress still on and not changing to a new set of clothes.

and i dreamt of something which was so random.
I remember vividly dreaming of a tragedy in the sea. Hahaha! I had watched a documentary on this before, but it was so long ago! and i also dreamt that i was cycling in some weird country.

Random, random!


and as always, before i fall into deep sleep, i'll have really random dreams or visions already! Sometimes they're very funny!

ANYWAY!

I have a lot to blog about last week.

- Thursday's @ Starbucks
- Friday: Prawny's birthday celebration, visit at CLS and i met Chandni!
- Saturday: Kick It and Orchard with Pete!
- Today's Church anniversary!

Took a lot of pictures this week.
and i'm too tired to do anything.

This week i'll be pretty occupied too.
WITH LAB SKILLS ASSESSMENT & THEORY TEST!

Gah!
and i have the surveys to be done.
20 of them!
$$$
Whee!


Goodnight y'all!
I should learn to sleep early!

How cute is that?!
SO CUTE LAR!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRAWNY ANASTASIA!
I wish you many more prawny years to come! HAHAHA!
Love you many many worxzxz!
<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIVIYA!

and so we celebrated Thiviya's birthday today.
Everyone kinda have a theme or a dress code today aye?
Even our Lab teacher wore purple also, which Anira, Yanti and i were wearing too.
Lynna and Thiviya were wearing floral dresses.
There were who wore jeans!

Had nice mousse for her birthdays.
We've had enough of cakes, haha!

we were taking pictures and Wen Yang who usually does not want to take pictures, much more take pictures with us suddenly asked "Eh, let's take picture with last sem's group eh."

HAHAHA! want to take picture with us, say lah!
WE ARE MORE THAN HAPPY!

Yumm.
Everyone enjoyin the mousse!

Wen Yang!

and eh! My hair from behind looks like it is not black anymore. The highlights are back.
SHOULD I HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR?

black is so boring.

Yanti & Lynna!

I kinda woke up at 6am and then drifted back to sleep. Managed to get out of the house on time, but decided to take a cab again -.-" It's health assessment lab again!

Lynna and Thivya left school after lunch and Psychology was still as interesting as ever. But after lecture, i got too tired and sleepy and i wanted to stay and sleep. We have an hour break before the next class which was a tutorial. Decided to give it a miss and go off to a mall and buy something presentable to wear before meeting Kaiying & Gabriel.

But i was feeling too tired and got Theory test and practical assessment next week, i'll be too tired to do anything tonight by then.

I told Kaiying so last minute that i won't meeting them. Supppppeeeerr guilty okay!

But at least i had a nice good sleep after i came home.

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I had much on my mind today.
and my BB came in handy when i want to jot down my thoughts.
Love my phone ok!


also, i had a great talk with a few friends today.
It's always nice to talk to friends whom you can share your thoughts easily with. Made me feel and think better :]

I got so much more i wanna talk about here.
but it's 3am now, and i as the insomniac have to sleep for there's school!

I HAVE TO BLOG!
although i've been trying to stop myself from touching the laptop.
I have not done the stuff on my Things-To-Do-List!

because..

I AM SO SO SO HAPPY!

I just can't help but smile to myself and just be so happy!


not because i just bought a new phone- Blackberry Curve!
not because i went shopping and bought a lot of stuff!
not because i accomplished a lot of tasks today!


It is..



Because i have gotten the news that i am not selected to be in the Ex-Cos!

My first reaction was that i was surprised that i have gotten an email from them in my Gmail. Then i opened it, and feelings of happiness and relief overcame me! Muahahahahaha!

Though a part of me feels disappointed that i did not get selected and that others did, it's mostly because i am concerned of what the 15th Excos think during my interview. and what they thought of me all this while organising Child's Play. Everyone must have thought that i am a negative, boring, killjoy and not at all SPONTANEOUS and sensitive stressed up person.


Well, partly true. Especially the sensitive part. Who wouldn't when you are stressed out?!


I was not myself during all this while.
and somehow, i just feel more stressed out towards certain people.


i asked a friend, that i wondered why am i so happy.
I don't feel burdened anymore, and i feel a sense of relief.

i was not after any position or was aiming to be part of the Exco. That's why it was an utter surprise that i've to go for the interview.

and my studies have been not so good.
it's time to pore into the books and study!


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~