is it a lift up to heaven,
just to drop me down the line?
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Sunday, October 21, 2007
screaming kids on my bed
okay, so for the past two nights, i've been trying hard no to pull my hair out.
now after the two nights, i want to, TEAR MY HAIR OUT AHH!
on the first day, the church people are downstairs for the funeral service, while the kids stay in my house and i'm supposed to be their nanny and take care of them. i was so delighted, i get to take care the cute little angels. so i played catching with them, hide and seek. and they are the little small girls i played with. and mind you they're 3 to 7 years old girls and i feel young at heart playing games with them, HAHA. then after a while, one of the girls started grabbing the x-box which the boys were playing and the kids were all screaming at each other! screaming kids. yet, they were still okay.
on the second night, i played hide and seek with them again when i was trying to read up on gorbachev. and then they begged me to tell them stories, i did. then one of them grabbed my phone and hid in the closet! HAHA, cute little angels. i'd like to see those little monsters again, but i want my SPECTACLES BACK! one of them hid it somewhere in my brother's room, maybe under the bed! HAHA!
okay,enough about them.
i shall now whine on how my last day of entire secondary school life ended.
everything was last!
let's see, there goes
now after the two nights, i want to, TEAR MY HAIR OUT AHH!
on the first day, the church people are downstairs for the funeral service, while the kids stay in my house and i'm supposed to be their nanny and take care of them. i was so delighted, i get to take care the cute little angels. so i played catching with them, hide and seek. and they are the little small girls i played with. and mind you they're 3 to 7 years old girls and i feel young at heart playing games with them, HAHA. then after a while, one of the girls started grabbing the x-box which the boys were playing and the kids were all screaming at each other! screaming kids. yet, they were still okay.
on the second night, i played hide and seek with them again when i was trying to read up on gorbachev. and then they begged me to tell them stories, i did. then one of them grabbed my phone and hid in the closet! HAHA, cute little angels. i'd like to see those little monsters again, but i want my SPECTACLES BACK! one of them hid it somewhere in my brother's room, maybe under the bed! HAHA!
okay,enough about them.
i shall now whine on how my last day of entire secondary school life ended.
everything was last!
let's see, there goes
-the last cookie of the day :(
-the last assembly
-the last time we as class sat together for lessons
-the last recess
-the last time i sat at my area
-the last bellring!
aiya, it's stupid listing down all the last lasts events of the say cause there's just too many. but i'm just happy with the cookie time last wed and yesterday, last wednesday zach and i did it, while on fruday, quennie, zach, chor hao and i embarassed ourselves by dancing, for the cookie time. but it was good fun alright!
okay, i'm gonna go to fixing my room which the kids terrorized.
i hope there isn't any saliva drools =D
and alane!
get well soon!
-the last assembly
-the last time we as class sat together for lessons
-the last recess
-the last time i sat at my area
-the last bellring!
aiya, it's stupid listing down all the last lasts events of the say cause there's just too many. but i'm just happy with the cookie time last wed and yesterday, last wednesday zach and i did it, while on fruday, quennie, zach, chor hao and i embarassed ourselves by dancing, for the cookie time. but it was good fun alright!
okay, i'm gonna go to fixing my room which the kids terrorized.
i hope there isn't any saliva drools =D
and alane!
get well soon!
Friday, October 19, 2007
the little things
So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
4 in the morning
okay, as my title reads, it's really 4 in the morning as i'm typing here.
i can't sleep.
omg, i think i'm an insomniac!
hah!
so bedtime has been 4 or 3am for these past few days (since last friday when i skipped school, whee!) and i woke up at 2pm in the afternoon last monday. gosh, i got a fright when my clock showed 2pm! imagine, half the day went by and i was still in bed!
and yesterday morning, i woke up, although a little later than usual for school, feeling fresh and hyper.. and myself. i don't know how to define that feeling. you know, there are days when you wake up and there'll be a light feeling inside you, and you feel so hyperactive and cheery throughout the day? yah, that was my tuesday for me. it kinda feels weird cause i haven't been feeling that for a longg time. and tada! i felt the need to do cookie time, which was so impromptu can! and the line was dumb, cause it was dry and being dry is no fun.
so later, i'll be doing cookie with quennie this time, for the 2nd last time =D
and i wonder, how this hyper feeling in me will stay on and because of my lack of sleep don't be surprise to see moping around in school, looking like a walking zombie.
i can't sleep.
omg, i think i'm an insomniac!
hah!
so bedtime has been 4 or 3am for these past few days (since last friday when i skipped school, whee!) and i woke up at 2pm in the afternoon last monday. gosh, i got a fright when my clock showed 2pm! imagine, half the day went by and i was still in bed!
and yesterday morning, i woke up, although a little later than usual for school, feeling fresh and hyper.. and myself. i don't know how to define that feeling. you know, there are days when you wake up and there'll be a light feeling inside you, and you feel so hyperactive and cheery throughout the day? yah, that was my tuesday for me. it kinda feels weird cause i haven't been feeling that for a longg time. and tada! i felt the need to do cookie time, which was so impromptu can! and the line was dumb, cause it was dry and being dry is no fun.
so later, i'll be doing cookie with quennie this time, for the 2nd last time =D
and i wonder, how this hyper feeling in me will stay on and because of my lack of sleep don't be surprise to see moping around in school, looking like a walking zombie.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
it suddenly stuck me that i'm getting old
my my, how time flies.
it's actually the last week of school!
not just any typical last week of school for the year, it's the last week of my entire secondary school life!
okay, i'm not trying to make a hoo-ha out of it. i mean wow, it's been so fast! i could still remember my first few weeks of school. what a nerd i was. my skirt was considered too long for me(since i'm so short, hah!) and i tucked in my shirt like really in! and now what, we've only got less than a week to experience secondary school and see everyone like a normal school day?
oh man, i'm so gonna miss everyone.
and everything.
from the canteen food we cut queue for during recess and to the places in school, like the school toilets which gives us surprises when we come in; like the one which gave us a really big surprise when we saw unflushed shit, it was so totally gross.
i must say that the school has given lots of memories and the people which gave those memories too. having 4 years there, it feels sad to leave :(
and before i leave the school i wanna do things i haven't done before like coming to school really late and like skip school. so i skipped school last friday to study at home of course lah, and much to my dismay, i was told that i missed that day's pe lesson, which is the last pe lesson, ahh! and i was never officially caught late for school before, i tried it last last week but i eventuall sneaked in. this week i shall try, hahaha! and oh, watch out for cookie time, i'll be doing it again with zach and quennie :D
and gahh! i lost my ezlink again! i hope it's just somewhere at home, otherwise it'll be the third time i lost it this year and will be the fifth card i lost in 4 years!
gosh, what am i doing here!
i ought to be mugging now!
byee!
and oh, happy 16th birthday to audrey mak!
it's actually the last week of school!
not just any typical last week of school for the year, it's the last week of my entire secondary school life!
okay, i'm not trying to make a hoo-ha out of it. i mean wow, it's been so fast! i could still remember my first few weeks of school. what a nerd i was. my skirt was considered too long for me(since i'm so short, hah!) and i tucked in my shirt like really in! and now what, we've only got less than a week to experience secondary school and see everyone like a normal school day?
oh man, i'm so gonna miss everyone.
and everything.
from the canteen food we cut queue for during recess and to the places in school, like the school toilets which gives us surprises when we come in; like the one which gave us a really big surprise when we saw unflushed shit, it was so totally gross.
i must say that the school has given lots of memories and the people which gave those memories too. having 4 years there, it feels sad to leave :(
and before i leave the school i wanna do things i haven't done before like coming to school really late and like skip school. so i skipped school last friday to study at home of course lah, and much to my dismay, i was told that i missed that day's pe lesson, which is the last pe lesson, ahh! and i was never officially caught late for school before, i tried it last last week but i eventuall sneaked in. this week i shall try, hahaha! and oh, watch out for cookie time, i'll be doing it again with zach and quennie :D
and gahh! i lost my ezlink again! i hope it's just somewhere at home, otherwise it'll be the third time i lost it this year and will be the fifth card i lost in 4 years!
gosh, what am i doing here!
i ought to be mugging now!
byee!
and oh, happy 16th birthday to audrey mak!
vindicated
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption..
that's my favourite song :)
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption..
that's my favourite song :)
Monday, October 08, 2007
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