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(Tuesday, November 24, 2009)

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(Sunday, November 22, 2009)

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(Saturday, November 21, 2009)
I feel down.
Where did my confidence in myself go to?

And i don't like the fact that i'm not myself anymore.
I hate the fact that i don't laugh as loud and heartily like i did before.
I hate the fact that i'm always so scared of how people think of me and being judged.
I hate the fact that i worry all the time.
I hate the fact that i've commented on that i'm so negative when i wasn't before.
I hate the fact that i don't think carefully first.

:(

I don't dare do any action, lest i make more mistakes?


Am i too hard on myself?
I guess i've been thinking too much lately.

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I THINK..

I JUST LOST ALL MY LINKS!
WTH!
(Saturday, November 14, 2009)
It's the weekends!
and i'm all smiles again!

I woke up in the early afternoon, with intentions of having this and that done.
well..

I am too lazy to do anything productive today.


Been procrastinating and nagging at myself to get this and that done.
Let's see, so far, i only have done 1/4 of the health assessment homework and the PNPE's slides layout & misc and of course, i have changed my layout again.

i've always wanted to do something simple.
Like you know, focus on the content/text rather than the blog's colourful backgrounds..
Oh, the links are not updated. They were from 2 years back.
I'll put my updated links asap.


and it's freaking 3.40am and i haven't slept yet!
OMG!

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(Sunday, November 08, 2009)

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(Saturday, November 07, 2009)
Today will be, and had been a lazy day!
I am happy, happy :D


Thank God It's Saturday!
I get to have my sleep, do my homework and today is all for myself! and maybe go for a little shopping later!

It's been so long since i had my Saturday all tom myself!
:D

and Oh, Thank you Prawneh for the very last minute outing!

Friday at 5.30pm i was walking out of school and i gave her a call.

S: Prawneh! You finish school already? Wanna go watch movie with me?
P: Huh? I'm on my way home now, watch movie now?
S: Yeah, now! Feel like de-stressing uh!
P: OK, go meet at lot 1!

Hahahaha! I never tried this one on her before! Very on ah, Prawneh! Olivia was also saying it was random!

Watched Michael Jackson's This is It.
The concert would have been nice.
But i think die hard fans would have enjoyed it more.

Bought tickets to Love Happens actually and we changed it!


ANYHUHOW!

I haven't been here in my blog and updating much since school started.
It seems like so.. yesterday that i was dreading the coming of school.
and it's now week 4 ?!


So much has happened.

Hectic schedule lah, ICAs coming, new subgroups, my eye got infection again (-.-"), Dad and mom are overseas (DID I MENTION THAT? heehee!)

what else?
I can't squeeze my brainjuices out now!

































I was so upset :(
I had to miss the bride marching in, the exchange of vows..
at 7pm, i was at YCK taxi stand, waiting and dialling for a cab and everyone was trying to get a cab in the rainy weather.

by 7.30pm, i finally got a cab and managed to arrive only at 8pm after everything was over. Only time to eat, hahahaha!

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(Friday, November 06, 2009)
I'm having doubts.
I am having doubts if everything will run out smoothly, as planned.

I keep wondering where have we gone wrong?
Where have i gone wrong?

- Not enough thorough planning done?
- I'm a greenhorn in this?
- I have not been allocating tasks?


and, i think everyone now thinks of me as a sensitive, incompetent person.
:(




I wonder why.
Why am i a different person to different groups of people.
With my friends, i am just.. myself.
Loud and confident.
Confident.
and when i am confident, i could do my best.



But when i'm around certain people, i tend to be less confident.


and yes, my close friends would know me best.
That when i am unhappy, angry or is bothered with someone, I would keep it to myself and not confront that person.
Till i can't take it anymore.


Yes, i haven't gotten rid of this weakness of mine.

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(Tuesday, November 03, 2009)
Crazy October and November.

Crazy spendings. Crazy hours of sleep. Broke. Taxi. A wedding. Parents away. The Proposal approved. Spoilt Ipod. Horrendous overstressed hypersensitive eye. ICAs. Moodswings.

Stress.


I'd like to explain and elaborate more.
Time does not allow me to.

I think i don't like what's happening to myself.

I have been on rollercoaster ride.
My mood is like a rollercoaster and unpredictable at that too.

I think at times, i felt like i was bursting.

all i have think,
IT'LL BE OVER SOON!


omgz,
someone help me get Beth's testimonial from school!

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(Monday, November 02, 2009)
HALLO BLOG!

I MISS YOU!
I WANT TO WRITE SO MUCH STUFF ON YOU, YOU WAIT TILL I GET MY HANDS FREE!


I MISS WRITING DOWN MY THOUGHTS!

and i wanna talk about my stupid hypersensitive eye!
TSK TSK!
(Sunday, November 01, 2009)
MY EYE HURTS LIKE CRAZY, AS I AM TYPING HERE.
AND IT IS TEARING LIKE A WATERFALL.


i think my parents are not gonna allow me to go to school tomorrow.
Mom is worried sick cos they'll be flying on tuesday morning.
What if i have to be hospitalised again?
Visit me, people ah!

But i don't want to miss school, especially lab lessons.
I don't want to go for make-up classes again.

:(
:(

I HOPE MY EYE WONT HURT AS BAD.
HALP.

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(Wednesday, October 28, 2009)

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(Monday, October 26, 2009)