i'll be lying if i said i was not disappointed.

but then again, i got so much to be thankful for too.
i am counting my blessings!

so let's just forget.
(:

:(

what's wrong, i wonder.
what's wrong with people nowadays?
or is it just me.

:(

it's not the monday blues, it's the weekend blues.


WHY IS EVERYONE IGNORING ME!
:(


and i am very disappointed.
very disappointed with you.

so wrong, but at the same time, it feels so right.

I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOOOOOOOL!

at last, i am going back to school again!
this was such a loooooooooooooong wait.
and here it is, what i have been waiting for, but i wished more time could be given.

it's school time for me.
woots.


i still have not made up my mind.
picnic/bbq or dinner.

time's running out.
i'm counting my days.

i have to sleep early liao, school tomorrow!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANY (:

Oh man!

Good friday was supposed to be good. But i don't know why i felt lethargic and a little sickly that day. Mom noticed that i have been feeling lethargic and been sleeping right away after coming home. And yesterday morning, she dropped the bomb!

She forbids me from going to work from this week onwards and i have to stay at home and rest before school starts the following week!

How boring is that!
No going out with friends, no going off to work and meet the people there!
:/

And my brother has to ask, "Ate, why are you always sick?"
Like i want to!

Boohoooos!

SO SAD!
I MISS MY HIGHLIGHTS!

someone commented that my highlights make me look matured, so since school is coming around the corner, i decided to say goodbye to my highlights and dye my hair brown.

BOOHOOOO!
and i liked it at first.

and now, i prefer and miss my highlights!




My hair, which wasn't so highlighted/ coloured, looked gooooooooooooood here!

now, it looked bad!
make me look like a real mama!
hahahha!

Lazy me did not blog over a week!
Not much has happened, but last sunday at the strike of midnight, i got the result I've been waiting for since Jan.

Unsuccessful!
That is, the transfer to NP.

I did not know whether to be happy or disappointed. But then again, i get to stay in Nanyang which is a good thing. Bad thing is the travelling time from home to school.

After getting the results, i finally appeared online on msn (yes finally) and chatted to Hafiz and Ben and after 3am went to sleep and the next day, i spent my day wasting time at SGH waiting to see the doctor after taking my blood test. Woah, it was such a long wait for the doctor that it was driving me mad just sitting there doing nothing.

And school is coming!
Now that school is coming, i kinda feel excited and at the same time, feels like i'm rushing for time. Still got so much things i wanna do. Like go out with the girls, go shopping, do this and that.
But then again, there is never enough.

Oh, i've been naughty.
I've been neglecting my health and it seems i've been experiencing those symptoms. Abdominal pains again! Ouch!
I hope my blood tests will show my liver's okay.

And i've lost my appetite lately!
Hahaha, surprising i know, i'm surprised myself.
I really should go sleep now.


AND I AM SO HAPPY IT'S THE WEEKENDS!

(:

i guess i'm just scared.



but i think i need to go bang my head on the wall.

OHHH WHYYYY am i turning my back on you.

i don't want to hope.
i don't want to hold on.
cause it'll only hurt.