anger. incest.wallow. gone.despair. smile.horrible. helplessness.forget. superficial
throw away

the mind's in a jumble.

fix me up.
for i'm in a bundle.
entangle me out.

:]

clickity click!

no monday blues today!
yay!

now that i have started studying, the brain juices flowed in and tada! it seemed relatively easy to understand! i feel motivated to study now! woo~ but hopefully, it ain't too late yet.

i woke up early this morning, did the project, and then took a long nice shower! and since my hideous hair has made itself look lifeless, i decided to do some magic with it, once again. instead of applying olive oil (yes, olive oil!) , i applied hot oil into it. it was almost magic! it feels softer, and maybe looked like it had a little life in it! the week before, i try to remember applying olive oil every night so it won't be so dry. but, in the end, it made it more wavy! though it was quite soft. and no, i don't go to school with olive oil! i wash it off okay!

i'm planning to have a mini make over for my lifeless hair. they said re-bonding hair and not maintaining it well eg. rebonding every six months, conditioner, blah blah.. will cause it to be damaged. and so, my hair is damaged and lifeless. i'm thinking of rebonding it again, but my parents give a no-no for it. i'm also thinking of perming my hair! haha!

look at my rebonded hair here.
and it was only last year okay!!!

and today, my phone rang once again in class, as always. i still remember that incident during common tests, and my phone rang loudly in the lecture theatre can! anyway, as i was saying, my phone rang. and the caller irritated me.

s: yes, hello?
caller: hello, this is from starhub, blah blah blah.. may i speak to mr *reading out my father's name in broken words*

what the hell lah. I'm not offended easily if people mispronounced names or what. but i mean, the way she said it was like.. i don't know.. she just irritate me!

but that didn't spoil my day
:]

before i forget,

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HUIXUAN!!

great songs are being played on the radio. just nice, for the perfect cooling weather! but where's my motivation to study? i had it this afternoon! I'm always feeling so lethargic nowadays. i wanna give an excuse to myself, that I'll update tomorrow but this has been on my mind since the other day! haha!

and so, today was kinda interesting. we had a session with our lecturer, and we were the teachers and he, the student. he got us to teach him on how to improve his pronunciations. HAH, i know my pronunciations ain't that good. remember how i pronounced poly?, and the "can you pack this for us?" hahaha! but hey, i did well for oral can! anyway, he changed my impression of me. i guess i respected him more now, due to the fact that he's taking conscious of the words he speaks and making ways on improving himself. i think that's cool.

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i yet, took another long bus ride home. i used to enjoy bus rides, and prefer it to the mrt. but goodness! today it took me like almost 2 hours to reach home. no kidding! okay, maybe about one hour and a half ++ !! I'm so not gonna take bus rides that often now. speaking of rides. this reminds me of last Wednesday's incident on my journey home. as usual, i was sleeping on the train, on my favourite seat on the carriage. all i remembered was, waking up to realise that i had been all along sleeping on a guy(almost okay!) or maybe leaning on him! it was a good thing he was also sleeping can! otherwise i'd be so embarrassed!! hahaha!

did debates on that day. goodness, manpower wasn't enough on that day. on tue, ari called me up to tell me that i'm the only one available doing the debates duty! it was such a good thing andy and maria turned up on that day. it was only 4 teams. the team which i didn't really expect to be competing, SEG against SBM. quite intense. but not so yet! i did hosting with maria for the SHS vs SBM and SHS people were really cool! and funny! and one of them was a guy who looked vaguely familiar. i had wanted to ask him if he's from qtss, but didn't cause scared it might be the wrong person. and then, he asked me if i'm from qtss! he's khairul, hashimah's best friend! small world aye!

i drank a lot of water during the debate session, and i really urgently needed the ladies! so off i went. i couldn't find a right time to enter at the right time. so i stayed outside till the SBM team finished. then this chinese looking guy came out with them. and the moment he spoke, i knew that he was a pinoy. i was delighted to know he's a pinoy! cause know i know there's another pinoy apart from maria and i. and maybe we could from a U.F.O. (united filipinos organisation) hahaha! so, i tried to find the right time, and said "hey, you're a pilipino?" whoa! he looked at me for less than a second after muttering a slurred yes and went on to talk to his team mates. goodness. the next round of debate, i was the host for their teams, and he was in it. act lah. he can speak well, with his points driven and all. he's so cocky.


and whoa, it had been ages since i did a lengthy post! i have to ask myself this question again- what am i still doing here, online!!!! ahhh!

i'm gonna be a busy person. next week onwards, it's gonna be a busier week. wednesday is like super packed!

and i've been a good girl :D
i haven't been going out.

hello.



i



am




tired.

it's 3am now.

and i've got the momentum to study. how, how, how? i wanna seize the opportunity while my brain is feeling fresh, but i'm being nocturnal!

and today wasn't my day.
i am so not pleased with myself. hur!

one project over today. it was okay. this time i focused and did of a little here and there. so, grat thing that i could answer most of his questions. wooh!

i liked today :D
let's just say it's because i've been more focused. haha!

but i didn't turn up for the racial harmony celebration
boohoos =/
could have been fun!

i decided to take a bus home today, like again! and goodness me, this time, it took me an hour and a half!! wasted my time can! but i still like bus rides!

prawny sent me some pics.
this was soooo long ago!

and i realised, that my hairstyle has been the same over the years!
:O

straight, wavy, straight, wavy!
fringe, no fringe,fringe, no fringe!

i wanted to post more pictures.
but look so unglam!

one project lesser tomorrow!
wooh!

reading nicole's blog never fails to inspire me.
:D

that's what you get

OMG OMG!
SO SO COINCIDENTAL CAN!

I ACTUALLY MET YEOH KAIYING ON THE BUS!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!

when we saw each other, she actually laughed so loud can! and so, we ROCKED THE BUS DOWN with our laughters and waving to some random people when the bus stops!

we were so high, cause it has always been a small world! like for example, she just left vivo, and i just arrived there! and not forgetting two years ago, we were on the same bus. but i was sleeping! she only realised we were on the same bus when she saw someone familiar (my mom) alighting! funny can!

and and, yesterday!
we arranged to meet each other at vivo. i was walking around vivo, while waiting for her. and guess who i met? THE CLARINETISTS! it's really a small world. but hold on, singapore is small! hahahaha!

so we had like a mini clarinetists outing, but only without sherlin. last week, i didn't turn up for the outing. and there i was, hanging out with them, without planning for it! and gosh, i haven't met up with them since aesthetics night! so long ago can!

we went on with the plan- TO HAVE OUR FAVOURITE BEN & JERRY'S!

the merlionster.
wah! the guy who scooped for us was a cutie, but he wasn't anymore since he gave us such small portions. tsk tsk!

we finished it.
HAHAHA!


a day can't end with them without taking pictures!!

hoileng left first!

bags are useful tools.
they come in handy when i wanna cover up my fats.
HAHA!

CHURCH-ED!

the crazy sisters and family were away on holiday in macau! and alane's gonna bring me krispy kreme! hahaha! i actually thought it was some weird pinoyfood. BUT! it's actually the new dunkin donuts! check out krispy kremes!

and i met faizal from ateam today too!

speaking of that, reminds me of racial harmony celebration tomorrow. I WANNA WEAR A TRADITIONAL COSTUME!!

but mine is in pinoyland already =/

but i could wear others also.
i think i wanna wear an indian costume!
it'll be fun! :D :D

IT'S THE WEEKENDS!!!

wheeeee!!!

i don't usually look forward to the weekends, but still. it's the weekends and though it'll be busy and all, can sleep in a little later!!

i think i deprive myself of sleep the past few weeks. i actually missed my intended stop cause i overslept on the bus and slept throughout the journey for an hour! and this happened 3 times this week! haha!

i think i've been a good girl this week. i saved up money and didn't hang out after school! which means.. hopefully will have time to meet up with kaiying tomorrow!

i haven't been hanging out with friends :(
gave the clarinetists outing a miss and the marche date was postponed again and didn't up with didi and all for sherman's birthday!

i miss my friends! the usual old people. looking forward to the holidays can! and and, i'm excited cos i recieved an email. and we'll be having some sort of primary school people reunion! it's so cool cause i haven't met up with those people since 5 years ago? gosh! i'm excited :D

and jacksen's coming back, so whoo! maybe we can have our marche date, with him. and hopefully everyone can make it!

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i'm such a procatinator.
and an addict!

AHHH!

i wonder how life will be if i'm in the philippines instead..
hmmm.

you're everywhere

oh man, i feel like i'm floating.
i've been living unhealthily, which is bad i know!
a few hours of sleep a day, and late meals.
boohoo!

so anyway, finally one presentation done.

here are some overdue pictures :D

this is so candid.
as usual!

laughing date!
laughing date with the usual people last thursday, we thought gabriel couldn't make it at first so we changed the place from holland v to marina square! eventually, gabriel came! i wanna go marina square again, and try that lovely ice cream or yoghurt thingy we saw! was it chocolate parfait?

getting hungry over it!

at swensens

we actually ran all the way to swensens just to catch the students meal on time! was crazy as usual, we were the noisiest in the restaurant!

having a try with self timer and jumpshots

LOOK AT PRAWNEH!
omg, i'm gonna get prawned for this!

killi killi powers!!!!!!
(inside joke, heh)

i like this one :D

wrote this at some wall at esplanade!



and i saw this.
BULALO?
PANCIT MALABON?

why, it's some filipino dishes.
wonder why they wrote those!

this one was worse, poor woman!
hahahha!

a performance at esplanade!
she got a nice voice, not that sultry but soulful!
nice!

i'm posting a few pictures from now.
my blog's becoming like a picture blog; less words, more pictures. hmmm..

and so, today i rushed to school. sorry i was late in meeting my group! settled down and all, we got the presentation done and over with. like finally!

was wondering how am i gonna split myself into 3. either i go for two of the events; lessons & presentation, youth 3 and inter-school debate. eventually, i went for lessons when i thought i wouldn't be going. i didnt bring my stuff, like my calculator!

i gave the youth 3 a miss, and went for the debates instead. but was so tired, i only did for the first preliminary round. but it was good alright. i did SEG vs SIT. and SEG won. it would have been pretty exciting to see other teams. like the SBM one. they seem pretty determined and all. haha!

i'm so tired~

satisfy!

hello all,
i've been a very busy person lately.
and my late nights is taking a toll on me..

I NEED SLEEP!
I WANT TO SLEEP!

AND I WANT SUBWAY!!!
:D

and oh, tell me how to split myself into 3 tomorrow?
ahh.

Come to Peixian's CarBoot Sale! There will be almost 50 cars there selling stuffs!

Date: 19th and 20th July 2008 (Sat & Sun)
Venue: 902 East Coast Parkway, Block B #02-06, Playground @ Big Splash, Singapore 449874 (above Sushi-Tei)
Time: 10am to 6pm
Peixian's carplate number: SFZ6717T (COME TO ONLY MINE OK! :D ) <-- as said by her.

projects are driving me crazy!
hope to update soon!

just one right

hullo.
so it's been a while since i gave a proper update.

let me try and summarise if i could remember!

• out shopping with kaiying & sherlin. last minute stuff came, couldn't make it at first. but eventually, i went out with them! oh gosh, we had a crazy cab ride home! we were laughing and laughing in the cab, waving crazily at the people in the vehicles who passed by us. best thing was that the driver wasn't angry!
• went out with prawny and oli on thurs! had mc cafe caramel. addicted to it okay.
• didn't go to queenstown with the others cause i couldnt make up my mind if i should go to school for an hour lecture or go back to queenstown with the rest! anyway, had dinner with prawneh and ba!
• went out with nadia! before meeting up with her, went to clarke quay, just to kill time and have a breather. it looks nice there too in the day. and i met nadia's friends, one of them was a german guy who used to play for football or soccer, i forgot. and my! i didn't know then that he's Malaysia's top 50 bachelors!
  

that's all i could remember. muahaha!

ooh baby, baby

my baby dont wanna take picture with me!

she said noooo

and the cow went "mooooo"

the waters.
so serene.

there was some marathon going on there.
at clarke quay?

after walking around raffles and citylink, couldn't find a less crowded place to just chill and have ice blended coffee or something. so we had an early dinner. at Lerk thai! i tell you. i think their service isn't up to standard at all. although most of them working there are pilipinos, their customers services are not nice there!

but other than that, ambience was nice!

Nadia and i.
awww, i won't be seeing her again soon probably till next year. and my, it has been 8 years already that we kept in touch and all. so yeah, it's great though it's a bit awkward to talk to her cause she has the american accent now. haha!

nadia and i then.
TAKE A LOOK AT MY HAIR.
it slowly got worse from then.

and i ordered this iced coffee caramel.
not nice, too sweet!

okay, my post is really random.
liek i said, i've lost the appetite for blogging. haha!

not anyone

Out shopping with prawny & olivia!

:D

pictures shall do the talking!

my hair. my hair is outrageously dry! and frizzy!

omg, this is so not me.
haha!

prawny should wear a skirt.
really!

we're cool worzxzx.

olivia looks nice here!

THE PRAWN!

i'm covering up!
haha!

THE NEH.
THE PRAWNEH.

THE MOONCAKE

THE BOOBS.
pervertic neh saw realised it first.