i've been such an ass.
ever since i graduated from high school, i've been lazier, forget friends birthdays and come to work/meet ups/school late! AND AND most of all, on top of forgetting friends birthdays, i no longer have my card making skills. yes, those skills of mine which made those beautiful birthday cards.

I just don't know how to make those cards anymore.
Or inspired to make a beautiful one.
Oh this is depressing.

Not only that makes me depressed, my salary which i slugged and worked hard for it, is GONE! well, almost gone. only 1/4 of my salary is left. spendthirft? yes. but i don't know how or what i spend on that it was gone for so fast in just two weeks time.

Most of all, i am more disappointed that i only remembered a good friend's birthday 3 days later!
I'm really sorry Quenn!

Belated Happyyyyy Birthday!!!
(This picture again, i still it's the nicest! Hahaha!)

i realised i haven't really gotten over you.
happy birthday.

i used to complain that i was bored to death at home.
after all, who will not be bored after staying about 3 weeks at home?

i've had enough of waking up at noon and watchingtelevision all day especially Air Crash Investigations and shows from the History Channel. It makes me feel like a geek, couch potato and somewhat, (ugh eww, i shudder when the though comes to mind) a housewife, because i'm so obsessed with cleanliness of here and there, i always like to leave things sparkling clean. and if anyone at home stops that, i'd nag. Haha!

On wednesday late afternoon, when the boredom was really getting into me, my boss finally called and asked me to go back to work! Whoopee! (A week after i got hospitalised, she had asked me to come back and i said yes but i didn't turn up in the end and which i assumed she was angry that's why she didn't call me for a week!)

and since i came back to work, i was such a blur queen. i used to be in charge of things in the office and now when i came back, things change and i forgot how the things worked! and the people i work with now, are different batch too!

So now, thank God, i have something to keep me occupied rather than rotting at home! BUT! i had so much free time during my 3 weeks at home and now i am so busy and have no time. All my commitments, outings have been pushed after "i get well" and wow, boom! which mostly have been cancelled, postponed..

Here's in coming store ahead:

Friday- Supposed to work OT but i have to go for Primary Sch reunion!
Saturday- Supposed to go out with Gab, Oli and Prawn! Have to do OT again but maybe going out with Prawn and Mark!
Monday- Briefing/meeting for a new survey, work OT again, but have to go take blazer measurements (which i felt paiseh towards Itin cos it has been pushed fwd over again!)
Tuesday- Clarinetists outing?

for a person who had no life for 3 weeks at home and rotting at home, this is considered busy already. I'm happy with it okay! but not the fact that only after 2 weeks, 2/3 of my salary is gone!

ahhhh!

it's early in the morning and i'm bored.
let's do this!

Last beverage → i've been a health nut lately- water!
Last phone call → mum!
Last text message → Kaiying! :D
Last song you listened to → Pokerface by lady gaga
Last time you cried → 2 or 3 weeks back, when my eyes were very dry!

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → No
Been cheated on → No
Kissed someone & regretted it → yeah

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → No
Laughed until you cried → this month no, but soon hahaha
Met someone who changed your life → hmm i don't think so
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → many!
How many kids do you want to have → i don't know
Do you want to change your name → YES! imagine calling me something else! hahaha
What time did you wake up today → 11.30am
What were you doing at midnight last night → trying to convince myself to sleep and get off the computer!
Name something you cannot wait for → for me stop wasting time.
Last time you saw your father→ a few hours ago
What's one thing you wish you could change --> my life
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom --> i don't think so

What's getting on your nerves right now --> on why is laptop charger overheating again!
What's your real name → Suane
Elementary/Primary School → Blangah Rise Primary School
Middle/Secondary School --> QUEENSTOWN Secondary!
Tertiary School--> err. either NYP or NP. i'm hoping NYP
Hair color → Dark Brown/ Black
Long or short → long and short
Are you a health freak → kinda a health but at the mo! hahaha
Righty or lefty → Righty

FIRSTS :
First surgery → for what? lipo?! nooo thanks! hahahha
First piercing →when i was a cute lil baby then! hahahaha
First best friend → Abigail and Shirley. wonder where they are now.
First sport you joined → hahaha, basketball
First pet → a dog! I LOVE DOGS! but mine passed away :(
First vacation → when i was 4?

CURRENTLY :
Eating → i am eating you
Drinking → do i seem like i'm drinking now?
Waiting → to hang out with friends

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? →duh
Want to get married?→ maybe
Careers in mind? → I'm gonna be Obama's Secretary. hahahhaha

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → no,
Drank hard liquor → bad for the liver y'know!
Lost glasses/contacts → many times!
Ran away from home → i wish
Broken someone's heart →
Cried when someone died → yes, depends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself →
Miracles →
Love at first sight →
Heaven →
Santa Clause →
Kiss on the first date→
Angels →


this thing is stuuuuupid
i'm even more bored now!
hahahaha

i am in denial.

Ugh.

It's been what, two weeks (gonna be 3rd week already) since i came out from the hospital and since then i haven't been going out with friends or went to work. Thank goodness to my laziness and the tv which kept me entertained and indoors. Well, for the first week i was not really allowed to go out, reason being that i have to get my immune system back and rest well blah blah. then the second week came, it was the march holidays and i have my siblings with me for company. and i was allowed to go out already. but ended up not going cos of my last minute changeable mind, heehee. and was supposed to go to work, i was even invited back. but i said okay, i'll be coming for work but instead i didnt showed up and asked if i can come this week instead to which my boss replied, i'll just call you when i need to"

ahh!
i'll be damn bored!
moreover, after getting my pay, about $400 had spent so far in a few days already!
i need to earn more monehh!

i can't wait to go out with people now!
i'll get myself out of the house now, heeeheee.

Ooh!

a month more before school starts. my holiday had been too long, and i have a mixture of feelings. feeling dreadful that school is coming and at the same time, excited that school is coming.

now that school is approaching (i still don't know about the results yet- np or nyp) i'm gonna make sure i'm gonna myself first!!

and oh OH!
it brightened my day up to have friends who come visit me when i was sickly. hospitalised for 6 days, i never felt so weak before, i thought my body was just acting or something. and gosh, the fever. i had high fever on and off for week. so yeah.

and the culprit of my liver being inflammed and of Hep A may be..

OYSTERS!
caught in the act!

well, maybe only.
or it could something contaminated i drank or ate.

but this time, staying in the hospital wasn't as enjoyable as it used to be in 2005 when i was hospitalised for 15 days! at that time, i wasn't on drip, and i could walk on my own, anywhere without the nurses suprvision, and the food tasted better. now, yucks!




and i'd like to say thank youuu to Olivia, Prawny, Gabriel (who was so funny, he brought me uncooked sausages, hahahaha!), Quenn and Musliha! (Thanks for coming!!) Hafiz (THANKS a lot for the fruits, liked the apples!), Maria, Ming tjin, Jordan, Shengwei, Jeff, Tania (Thanks for the card and the balloon!), Anelie (who came many times to visit though you were tired from work!), ate Avie(Thanks for the yoghurt! and for the spooky stories, hahahaha!), Ericarr (push me in my wheelchair!!!), Alane, Antoinette and Kuya Alvin!!

thanks people!
it brightened my day to see friends who care (:

funny!

after being sick, i become a health nut!
i even borrowed a book from the library- reasons why one should get 9 hours of sleep!

hahahaha!

Heehee.

i wish i would not be lazy and bring back my blog to life and go online and talk to people.


hah.


blame it on the faulty laptop's charger.

HI ALL.

I AM SICK, BUT HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME.
I FEEL GOOD THAT I'VE GOT GREAT FRIENDS.

I WILL BLOG SOON, PROMISE.