uh-oh.
bad suane.
it has always been a bad habit of mine.
i am abusing my body by having a few hours of sleep.
>.<

anyway, i have just finished watching boys over flowers this morning. finished it within 5 days. the story and it's plot is quite good, and sweet too! Gu Jun Pyo is hot!

i haven't uploaded the pictures taken on grad day yet, hee.

goodnight everyone (:

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse gleam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

HAHA!
I guess i was so sleepy that i actually forgot to wash away conidtioner on my hair after showering! I only realized it after i changed into my clothes and was about to leave the house! How blur!

Anyway, It's e-learning week and we were to have only school on thursday and friday. But with the group discussions, graduation day duties and lab practices, it feels like it's just any ordinary school week.

BUT!
it's also not any ordinary week!
This week:

• Thurs- Laughing Date, YAY!
• Fri- Out Prawny & Mark!
• Sat- Jiamin's Birthday Dinner!

So rather cool week, cause can meet everyone again. Can't wait, whoo! PRAWNY and i gonna see each other for 3 consecutive days eh! HAHA!


So we had our first group discussion this week.
Whoa, i slept at 4am and i felt like a drunkard. So sleepy and tired. I think i am an insomniac.

Lynna & Beatris

With Thivya

Okay, so Wen Yang's not bad afterall! He bought Pringles for us at Lynna's request!

I've been a good girl today.
i did my research :D


anyway, i was bored and i was looking around in friendster and i stumbled upon the friendster account yenny and i had made for 1F at that time.

1F
alane made this :]

and so i read on the testimonials which brings back lots of memories of my old sec one days. It feels so long ago. It was such a crazy & fun year. and i remembered a long forgotten friend, whom i was kinda close to. and things happen, go different paths and we don't talk much anymore to the extent (no, we didn't have a fight/bitterness) that we don't even talk although we walked past each other in school.

and so randomly, i just thought of saying a hello, although we hadn't talked in like almost 4 years?

and i gotta say it feels good to talk to a good friend once again :]


sometimes, my being random helps.
haha!

erase, erase
delete, delete
backspace, backspace












you're slowly fading away.
and you'll be gone.

:(

Can you believe it, i actually almost ended up in JB today!

Mom and dad woke me up real early today, before leaving for work. They woke me up at 6am when first lesson is at 10am!!! So of course, i went back to sleep lah after they left, and when i woke up, i overslept a little and quickly rushed out of the house.

Then 178 came just on time, and i wanted to alight at Marsiling MRT station thinking it would be going there.

After the stop at Kranji MRT station, the bus actually turned to the left and went to the direction which buses would go to JB!

Imagine my reaction!
I was so "woah!"

Quickly, i pressed the bell and the bus driver looked at me weirdly cause who would want to alight in the middle of nowhere? (It seemed like the bus stop i alighted was in the forestry area!)

Good thing a bus quickly came and rescued me lah!

and good thing, i was not late for school
:D


didn't felt like having group discussion today cause i felt i was not prepared enough for ICA. but heck, we went ahead and went to blk e. though it was hot, it was also windy.
and we had fun can.
Lynna can be so funny with her own theories.

Lynna was hilarious today!

Had ICA which was quite fast, and walked with Qinglin to the MRT.
MY IPOD DIED ON ME! How to survive!

Met Kaiying after walking about in the carrefour about 3 times! and she was in a long queue just to pay for a 50 cents drink!

We went shoppinggg :D
and Ajitei!

We have to watch a movie, and more movies this year!!!!!!!!!

Had bad headache today!
It felt like i was floating.

and panadol is of no help!

i told myself, promised myself to sleep early.
I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE.

goodnight all (:
i am finally getting myself some sleep!

You're such a disappointment.

I am courting trouble.


I should be sleeping now.

Gotta change habits. Bad habits.
Nowadays whenever i feel down or blue, i won't want to sleep.

and i don't know what's bothering me or why i'm feeling blue.
You know, there are just days when you just feel blue and at the back of your mind, you try to figure out why?

Hmmm.

Sunday.

do we look like sisters now?

I wanted to go home early, and study. Studied a while, had a nap and slept all the way till evening instead!

I want to go shopping, i need to buy new stuff!
But i'm broke =/

Wassupppppppppppppp all!

I woke up, feeling hip-hop.
So what i wore to school was hip hoppy!

Tvya did not recognize me at first when i walked in!
HAHA!


AND TODAY WAS SUCH A FUN DAY.
although it was such a long and tiring day (from 8am till 6pm!) The practical and lab lessons were so fun! First lesson was practical and we did aerobic like exercise (somewhat lah!) and the second hour of the practical was on how to do lifting. I volunteered to help lift. I AM STRONG. hahaha, and i bet Lynna had a great time being lifted! HAHA!

Then the bio lab, one of my favourite lecturer and lesson! Lab was fun cause we got to prick ourselves with a needle and see our own blood. COOL RIGHT. i have been poked many times by jabs and needles yet today i had to squeel in pain! It was a bit of pain only though!

I was trying to examine my own blood cells!



Aeen's blood samples!

Then!
We started cam-whoring!
We girls started taking so much pictures, even with umbrellas! and we did a mini kallang wave to which Aliff sprayed water at us!
Imagine the noise we were making!
haha!

Lynna and the skeleton.

We girls.

Photo credits: Aeen and Anira

Happy Happy Birthday Alane!
<3

We're 20!

Happy Birthday to Asyiqin & Jack Goh too!

I am now convinced i am killing my softly, and slowly.

and no, it is not suicide.


i am killing myself softly and slowly because:

• i have been surviving on a few hours of sleep
• it has been what, a month already and i haven't been taking my medications/vitamins (i lost them!!!)
• i don't eat well, yes! i don't!

and now my left lumbar region ( look, what i learnt in school! hahaha!) or where my liver is, is hurting :O
how to go consult doctor amidst the H1N1 thingy!


anyway!
today is a wednesday, HURRAH!

i woke up in the morning at 8am, thinking "woah, what a good day can go to school at 11am!" but it kinda felt something was not right, so i reluctantly checked my schedule. Wah, we have tutorial at 10am!
Just nice!

So arrived in school, met Qing Lin on the way, met Beatris also who thought we were having lecture and went inside the wrong lecture theatre, haha! and i just came on time at the tutorial room when Tvya exclaimed that we totally forgot to discuss and prepare for today's presentation. POWER. it was so impromptu!

It is good being in group 4 because even if we do last minute work, we could have a little time to prepare ourselves for it. and good thing our question was easy because good thing, all went well :)

had A Team AGM today, our first AGM this year.
was great seeing everyone and new faces.

but it's kinda sad that i have missed out on so much stuff & events after being away since how many months.



gah.


home-ed late.
tired.

WHY DO WE NEED SLEEP?

Scientists have proposed the following theories on why humans require sleep:

• Sleep may be a way of recharging the brain. The brain has a chance to shut down and repair neurons and to exercise important neuronal connections that might otherwise deteriorate due to lack of activity.
• Sleep gives the brain an opportunity to reorganize data to help find a solution to problem, process newly learned information and organize and archive memories.
• Sleep lowers a person’s metabolic rate and energy consumption.
• The cardiovascular system also gets a break during sleep. Researchers have found that people with normal or high blood pressure experience a 20 to 30% reduction in blood pressure and 10 to 20% reduction in heart rate.
• During sleep, the body has a chance to replace chemicals and repair muscles, other tissues and aging or dead cells.
• In children and young adults, growth hormones are released during deep sleep.
• When a person falls asleep and wakes up is largely determined by his or her circadian rhythm, a day-night cycle of about 24 hours. Circadian rhythms greatly influence the timing, amount and quality of sleep.

OKAY.
I AM JUST REALLY TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF TO SLEEP.
DOING RESEARCH ALSO NO USE.


I HAVE BEEN SURVIVING ON A FEW HOURS OF SLEEP A DAY.
DON'T ASK WHY.

Mother's Day!



Jethro.
This super ultra hyper boy who screams, rolls and crawls on the floor in front of a crowd is actually a shy boy!



we've been going to the same building for almost 7 to 8 years (or is it?) and we have only taken interest to this mirror now.

duckhead.

moons.

ERIC! (hahaha!)


mother's day this year was not as eventful cause dad has to leave early and we did not get to have lunch at somewhere nice to celebrate. went home, and had my sleep. I SLEPT ONLY FOR 2 HOURS LAST NIGHT. and went dad came home at dinner time, we had our mother's day celebration! Brought food home which made me feel i'm piling in on the kilos. Oh the spare tyres!

sisterhood

this is crazy.
no, it's driving me crazy.


i think it's just me.
i should stop.
like, really stop.

cause it's driving me crazy.

i wants

I want chunky monkey ice cream
I want to just lay down on the field and gaze at the stars again
I want to be able to see you everyday
I want to watch the sunrise again and not having to worry about the slightest thing in life
I want to go cyling
I want to get close to nature
I want to break free
I want to go backpacking
I want to take long walk with you
I want to get lost in a foreign country because that is the real experience
I want to go to Eastern Europe
I want to do well in my studies
I want to learn how not to think negative
I want to get 9 hours of sleep everyday
I want my hopes to come true
I want to go for camps
I want to go for an adventure again
I want a new phone
I want to go to the white sandy beach again
I want to cherish my loved ones and tell them i do love them
I want someone to write a nice poem for me
I want fantasies to turn into realities
I want my room to get painted in yellow
I want to keep in touch with friends
I want you


I want to live life to the fullest

:)

I love Wednesdays.

And today was a beautiful day because i get to sleep in a little bit more and we all get to go home after 2 hours of lecture in school!

Well, the best part is that i could take my own sweet time to go home.. And have a loooooong bus ride home! What's good about long bus rides in the day time is that it is not full of people, i get to choose my seats, and i get to listen to my music and look at the sunny, beautiful day.

Today was a sunny beautiful day.



Okay, i feel like i am about to write an essay.

Now this pictures were taken a week ago or so.
I HAVEN'T EVEN UPLOADED THE PICTURES TO FACEBOOK!
AND I HAVEN'T BLOGGED ABOUT MY 20TH YET (i better do otherwise it'll be the first time in 4 years that i haven't!)

This is what we do in library:

AHH!

PHANTOM AH!

i was planning to pose as if i am biting beatris' head.

you're like an indian summer in the middle of winter
like a hard candy with a surprise centre

HELLO.

I AM FEELING CRAZY NOW.
WHAT SHOULD IN DO.
I AM LISTENING TO WONDER GIRLS SONG AND I CAN'T STOP DANCING!


OKAY THIS IS SUCH A RANDOM POST.
HAHAHAHAHA!

THIS MUST BE THE EFFECTS OF HAVING A LACK OF SLEEP!!


AND I MISS EG0815!
I MISS MY ENGINEERING CLASSMATES :(

SHIT.
i think i've gained back the weight i lost when i was sickly and hospitalised!
I AM FATTER AGAIN.
Oh the spare tyres, Oh the spare tyres!

AHH!


Oh yeah, the party at home today was a blast! Everyone came (Except Erica uh! but all the best for exams!) and there were lots of food! though everyone greeted and wished me a happy birthday, it didn't felt like it is my birthday. (Anyway my birthday was about 3 days ago leh!) So it was kinda weird when people wished me a happy birthday know! AND MY DAD HAD TO ANNOUNCE / PUBLICLY TELL EVERYONE THAT I "CRIED" AT THE STRIKE OF MIDNIGHT ON MY BIRTHDAY! and no, i did not cry, no tears okay! HAHAHA!

So tonight was a blast.
And i am real exhausted.
after a week of celebrating my turning into a 20 year old (OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i still can't believe it.

PICTURES TO BE UP SOON.
PROMISE I WON'T BE LAZY UH.


i have spare tyres, oh i have spare tyres!
i need to lose the spare tyres!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i am real broke, but am happy :D

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!

IT'S 5 AM AND I AM STILL AWAKE.
IT'S SUNDAY MORNING AND IT'S A LONG DAY AHEAD AND I AM HAVING MY BIRTHDAY PARTY AT HOME LATER.

MY MOM IS SO GONNA KILL ME.
HARHARHAR!



I WILL BLOG SOON AND PICTURES WILL BE UP ON FB SOON!

goodbye

we'll miss you, aunt!

my aunt has left for the Philippines, for good :(
woke up early in the morning to send her off to the airport and i forgot to bring my phone -.-"
i don't really feel she's gone yet, slowly, i'm gonna miss her!