You're such a disappointment.

I've been PMS-ing the whole day today.
Everything seems to irks me off.


I AM SO BORED.
i want to be preoccupied with a job!
But i can't because the future seems unclear. There's only two possibilities. Because my grandmother has passed away, either the entire family will be going back to pinoyland or just my parents. So either one of the choices made, i still won't be allowed to go out and preoccupy myself with a job.

which just irritates me more.

and it is clear today, as much as i don't want to. i have thought about it, and didn't really want to go through all the hassle of writing an appeal and transfer letter. it would be another hassle after all the trouble i'd gone through while appealing to transfer course. but then again, another argument, and i have to abide by the decision, his decision.

Oh no, this post just sounds angrier as i continue on!


Oh, if you haven't known yet, i have yet again lost a phone. not literally phone actually, my sister's phone which i was using and my sim card was slotted in. it's ironic because a month ago, she had dropped and spoilt my phone till it's dead and cannot be revived. so she willingly let me used her phone for the time being and wait for my dad to give me my christmas gift which is a handphone of my choice. that day came, and i was given money to buy that handphone i was dreaming of.

then a cruel twist of fate came.
I LOST MY SISTER'S HANDPHONE on new year's eve!

Oh goodness!
As a punishment, i have to return back the money that my dad gave me for Christmas, and *poof* my dream handphone disappeared into just hopes of being able to have it in my hands and ears.

and now, i'm using an ultra cool phone that many of you will envy. because even if i left my new phone on a park bench overnight, it will still be there, untouched. i bought myself a $59.90 LG phone!

hahahaha! this will be just for a month or so i hope. i cant wait for my contract to end and get a spanking nice phone!

And oh people, if you guys happen to think of me and miss me in some way or anther, drop me a message with your name. I lost all my contact numbers!

And oh, i completely am disappointed with Twilight the movie. Did i mention that somewhere before? and now after i read all four books, the fourth book- Breaking Dawn makes me want to close the book shut. Utterly boring and pointless. I'd still very much prefer Twilight itself.

I'm now hooked on to A Thousand Splendid Suns!

Oh no!
i have lost the need to blog, to update!
I can't squeeze my brain juices enough to think of what to say!


and of course i'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year ahead and hello, 2009!

It's gonna be a..

• new house, new environment/neighbourhood
• new stuff
• new phone
• new course/school.. and new poly?!

and now that it's a new year ahead of us,I just realised that I'm going to be 20 years old in slightly more than 4 months time.

And it scares me, somehow. I'm not going to be a teenager any more.
I'm truly going to be an adult. Yikes!

An adult. Me.

No no no, i shall not think about it.
i'm still forever 16!

it's great to have a plate of cold spahgetti at this time of the morning, at 3am!
i shall be a walking zombie once again in school.

today i was one.
especially after the maths test, my energy has been like drained out.
no mood for school.
i think it's MONDAY BLUES!

i was feeling a little emo just now,share it here another day!

my neck hurts :/ :/ :/