dinner with kaiying

what a mundane life i have.
i sleep when daylight comes and sleeps the day away(like a vampire) and get hyped up at night and start fussing about how so much needs to be done.

a computer addict i call myself, now i'm even more glued to the laptop cause i am watching the princess hours again. too much free time in my hands la, haha!

so i finally went to get myself a life today and went for dinner with Kaiying! Whoo!

We had Thai, we loved Thai food. Especially the phat thai and the kway teow, whoo yummehh. But the avocado tasted bland and eww.

Kaiying!

A week of rotting at home, i'm now going to get back my life. Ever since i came back i don't feel like doing anything much but sleep, internet and tv.

So this is what i plan to do;

• visit friends at NYP
• hang out with Gabriel, Prawny & Olivia
• do survey/work
• stop staying at home!
• learn to play the guitar
• do something meaningful, read!
  

I'M BACK!
back from pinoyland (since a week ago) and i'm finally back to salvage my abandoned dead blog.

i've been so dead, slow.
ever since i came back fom the busy but fun trip to pinoyland, I'VE BEEN DEAD.

as in well, not that meaning of dead of course. as in no life lah.

when i came back, i only kept in touch with one close friend with one sms only and other than that i've not been replying walls on facebook/emails and i've been rotting at home most of the time.

SO NO LIFE LAH!

and omg, i can't believe Shu Qi will be leaving for Australia so so soon! this calls for a clarinetists outing!

greetings from pinoyland!

i'm having lots of fun here! i don't wanna leave yet! and oh the shopping here, so good to go shopping can! so much nice clothes, stuff, food and cheap too! oh! the weighing scale will be going up!

till then, see you all so soon!


whoa, my blogskin is so boring!

stay close

i'm feeling rather excited!

it's been two years since i last stepped foot on Philippine soil, and i'd prefer it if the entire family were to visit the philippines after 3-4 years from now. as to some, absence makes the heart grow fonder. it seems the longer we haven't seen our family there and all, it gets more exciting! that is, to me. haha!

though it really won't be a holiday, i'm sure we'd get to enjoy ourselves.

SEE YOU ALL AGAIN IN 10 DAYS TIME (:
miss you all loads!

P.S. Who wants anything from pinoyland? the powdery polvoron? (:

OMG.
AHHH!!!

a stupid trip to the hairdressers and my wonderful lovely highlights are gone from the strands of my hair!

my highlights, gone and replaced with some stupid purple reddish dye on my hair and then only a handful of streaks of my hair got highlighted again cause i insisted on having my highlights back.

URGH. i dont feel like elaborating. i shall get my hair done again in philippines.

yes, in approximately less than 10 hours time, i'll be off to fly to the philippines. Yippee hooray! but it won't be much of a holiday actually. we'll be going to see my grandmother for the last time, meet relatives whom i haven't met in donkey years and some i've never met before. OH IM GOING TO MISS SO MUCH during these 10 day trip. for example: A Team's installation. oh wells, due to my 3month absence since November, i'm ont surprised if i'll be installed anyway. the ceremony will be on the 23rd but i will only be back on the 24th!

I MISS MY HIGHLIGHTED HAIR.
NOT ONLY THAT.
i thought why not trim my hair a little. oh man, all was so unclear, the next thing we knew, gay started cutting my hair without asking how i'd want it to be. i'm never going back there again. HUMPH!

out of my, out of my head

I'm bored.
let's do this (from Erin's)


According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you.

1. I love dogs and puppies. Especially big fluffy ones, nice to hug!
2. I am picky about my food and drinks. Sometimes i think i should be a vegetarian (though it sounds funny!) because i hate to think that what i'm eating used to be a living thing and is the meat of an animal!
3. When i'm angry/sad/worried, i tend to keep to myself. I prefer to write out how i feel.
4. When i am at home, i don't like it when people talk to me when i don't feel like talking at all.
5. I think i am deprived of teenagehood. It seems so fast!
6. When i sleep, i lay completely still. My sis thought i was almost dead when i don't move in my sleep.
7. I am bad at keeping in touch with friends.
8. I appear offline in msn most of the time. Wait, all the time.
9. I actually cannot get my money's worth when i go to a buffet. I get full easily, oh the irony!
10. I keep things of sentimental value to me.
11. I have not attended a wedding in donkey years.
12. I am rebellious.
13. It actually scares me to transfer to another poly, haha!
14. I think i'm close to being an insomniac. I stay up almost every night doing nothing productive.
16. I used to make and enjoy making pretty cards for friends on their birthdays. Nowadays i just get too lazy or broke to.
17. I have a very bad habit of replying late sms-es (sorry kaiying!), not replying walls on facebook, and stupid friendster.
18. I wish i am 18 or younger.
19. Oh my, this goes according to age. OH I AM 20 THIS YEAR!

sometimes i forget that i have a blog.

when i meet old friends whom i haven't met in a long time, they say "hey, how's things doing, how's this and that?" i wondered aloud how they knew about it, and asked if so and so told them. and then they replied "your blog lah!"

it took me by surprise too, i thought not many people visit this little space of mine since I'm always lazy to update. i hardly check on my site meter anymore, wonder why i put it on for. haha!

my previous entry must have sounded alarming, because i received nice messages from people and
hugs via sms! awww, but thanks :D

i had a very weird dream last night after which i woke up and laughed at it, because it was just a dream and how nonsensical it was. i shall not spill it out here lest i embarrass myself! hahaha!

this is what you do with shopping trolleys.

i am feeling bitter at how my first few days of 2009 has turned out and going to turn out. for example, just a day or two before 2009 came, grandma passed away. plans are made to fly for pinoyland were made, which is untimely because it's still the first two weeks of school for the siblings and dad can't just take leave. and for me, of course i have to forgo and be absent yet once again on my CCA activities. this time on a more important event, the installation. how great, i'll be back probably on the 28th and the installation is on the 23rd. moreover, the future on where i'll be going on the first day of school is still uncertain.

my temper has gotten bad too, these past few days. Ugh.i've been feeling pissed off most of the time, that when i get out of the house,i feel my eyes glaring unintentionally.

Amidst how life has been passing by fast, i wish there'd be someone i talk to. i think if i stay at home with my dad around any longer, i'm gonna have a heart attack, or i'll die slowly. i also can't wait for this whole month to be over, cause by then, we'd all be back from pinoyland and i can go about look for a job before school starts and life will resume back to normal. life seems to be on a standstill right now.

I NEED PHONE NUMBERS, PEOPLE!

i lost my phone contacts :(

I've been PMS-ing the whole day today.
Everything seems to irks me off.


I AM SO BORED.
i want to be preoccupied with a job!
But i can't because the future seems unclear. There's only two possibilities. Because my grandmother has passed away, either the entire family will be going back to pinoyland or just my parents. So either one of the choices made, i still won't be allowed to go out and preoccupy myself with a job.

which just irritates me more.

and it is clear today, as much as i don't want to. i have thought about it, and didn't really want to go through all the hassle of writing an appeal and transfer letter. it would be another hassle after all the trouble i'd gone through while appealing to transfer course. but then again, another argument, and i have to abide by the decision, his decision.

Oh no, this post just sounds angrier as i continue on!


Oh, if you haven't known yet, i have yet again lost a phone. not literally phone actually, my sister's phone which i was using and my sim card was slotted in. it's ironic because a month ago, she had dropped and spoilt my phone till it's dead and cannot be revived. so she willingly let me used her phone for the time being and wait for my dad to give me my christmas gift which is a handphone of my choice. that day came, and i was given money to buy that handphone i was dreaming of.

then a cruel twist of fate came.
I LOST MY SISTER'S HANDPHONE on new year's eve!

Oh goodness!
As a punishment, i have to return back the money that my dad gave me for Christmas, and *poof* my dream handphone disappeared into just hopes of being able to have it in my hands and ears.

and now, i'm using an ultra cool phone that many of you will envy. because even if i left my new phone on a park bench overnight, it will still be there, untouched. i bought myself a $59.90 LG phone!

hahahaha! this will be just for a month or so i hope. i cant wait for my contract to end and get a spanking nice phone!

And oh people, if you guys happen to think of me and miss me in some way or anther, drop me a message with your name. I lost all my contact numbers!

And oh, i completely am disappointed with Twilight the movie. Did i mention that somewhere before? and now after i read all four books, the fourth book- Breaking Dawn makes me want to close the book shut. Utterly boring and pointless. I'd still very much prefer Twilight itself.

I'm now hooked on to A Thousand Splendid Suns!

Oh no!
i have lost the need to blog, to update!
I can't squeeze my brain juices enough to think of what to say!


and of course i'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year ahead and hello, 2009!

It's gonna be a..

• new house, new environment/neighbourhood
• new stuff
• new phone
• new course/school.. and new poly?!

and now that it's a new year ahead of us,I just realised that I'm going to be 20 years old in slightly more than 4 months time.

And it scares me, somehow. I'm not going to be a teenager any more.
I'm truly going to be an adult. Yikes!

An adult. Me.

No no no, i shall not think about it.
i'm still forever 16!