Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

i am feeling bitter at how my first few days of 2009 has turned out and going to turn out. for example, just a day or two before 2009 came, grandma passed away. plans are made to fly for pinoyland were made, which is untimely because it's still the first two weeks of school for the siblings and dad can't just take leave. and for me, of course i have to forgo and be absent yet once again on my CCA activities. this time on a more important event, the installation. how great, i'll be back probably on the 28th and the installation is on the 23rd. moreover, the future on where i'll be going on the first day of school is still uncertain.

my temper has gotten bad too, these past few days. Ugh.i've been feeling pissed off most of the time, that when i get out of the house,i feel my eyes glaring unintentionally.

Amidst how life has been passing by fast, i wish there'd be someone i talk to. i think if i stay at home with my dad around any longer, i'm gonna have a heart attack, or i'll die slowly. i also can't wait for this whole month to be over, cause by then, we'd all be back from pinoyland and i can go about look for a job before school starts and life will resume back to normal. life seems to be on a standstill right now.