Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

What a tough week i had.

I had so much thoughts to put into words, but now i am at a loss at words here.
In short, it left me emotionally drained.

I had foreseen this week to be a killer week with 4 3 assessments this week.
Of which, one killed me.
Heh.

But i did not foresee that i would be distracted with unnecessary circumstances that would affect me.

They said to me, "Don't take it to heart what he says or do. Cry it all out if you must, but don't keep the hatred in."

"Why not make the first move and close the gap, by embracing him with love?"

Damn, there has been so much pain, i felt my heart was gonna burst. There were moments when i felt so much anger, so much hatred.

I tried.
Well, i think i did try and not hate him.

But the gap between us as a father and daughter have been too far apart.

and i think, it won't be easy.