Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

I had mentioned to my friends that i will not use or go online with my laptop this weekend so i can focus for HA. and two weeks ago, i closed down my blog earlier than i usually do when exams are here.

But i don't give a damn anymore, i need my writing pad, back!
Well, i used to have diaries back then..

and i have a private blog, and two other blogs.

The old blogger still works out best for me.


So how's life so far?
It's the dead middle of the night and i need to get my thoughts and feelings sorted out.

I thought i could forget the hatred, and use love.
And the wounds, the pain have been re-opened.

I think of you as a beast as of this very moment.
I know i'm sinning against the Lord for this, but i can't help it but i hate you from the very bottom of my heart.

I wish there was someone whom i could talk to.
My aunt's not here anymore with us.
When i tried to call my another favourite aunt, Aunt Liberty, she somehow seemed unreluctant to talk to me on the phone. Maybe fearing that we'll be found out that we've been communicating?

My grandpa's getting weak. He fell and i hope he's alright now. My aunt Jane, had met with a car accident and was brought into the emergency room. Her car was totally wrecked, but heard that she did not suffer any serious injuries.

Oh, Thank God for their safety and health.
But i pray they are on their road to recovery.



My headache is driving me crazy.
It's been the whole day already.



I pray for a better day ahead tomorrow.