Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

I'm having doubts.
I am having doubts if everything will run out smoothly, as planned.

I keep wondering where have we gone wrong?
Where have i gone wrong?

- Not enough thorough planning done?
- I'm a greenhorn in this?
- I have not been allocating tasks?


and, i think everyone now thinks of me as a sensitive, incompetent person.
:(




I wonder why.
Why am i a different person to different groups of people.
With my friends, i am just.. myself.
Loud and confident.
Confident.
and when i am confident, i could do my best.



But when i'm around certain people, i tend to be less confident.


and yes, my close friends would know me best.
That when i am unhappy, angry or is bothered with someone, I would keep it to myself and not confront that person.
Till i can't take it anymore.


Yes, i haven't gotten rid of this weakness of mine.