Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

I feel down.
Where did my confidence in myself go to?

And i don't like the fact that i'm not myself anymore.
I hate the fact that i don't laugh as loud and heartily like i did before.
I hate the fact that i'm always so scared of how people think of me and being judged.
I hate the fact that i worry all the time.
I hate the fact that i've commented on that i'm so negative when i wasn't before.
I hate the fact that i don't think carefully first.

:(

I don't dare do any action, lest i make more mistakes?


Am i too hard on myself?
I guess i've been thinking too much lately.