lit up the sky

you know, looking back over the years, i've realised i've this bad habit when meeting people for the first time or not having met them for a long time.

i turn aloof.
you know, aloof as in unfriendly or rather quiet and just won't talk to them.
and it's sucky.
i thought maybe after i get to know the people a little better and when i fit in, i'll be myself.
but that's not the case.
i then realise it's me.
i don't like it.
i miss being me.

the way i was, the way i was noisy.
crazy, always laughing and all.
not at all aloof.

time to change that bad habit and be yourself again, suane!
and be more comfortable with where you are!