Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

gahh.
im having a bad headache :(

must be because of the mugging marathon kaiying and i had! yes you heard it, we call it our mugging marathon! haha! and it starts at 12 midnight all the way till the wee hours of the morning, till 5am for me and for kaiying, 7am or 9am! and i think this is how i'm gonna gain more weight, cause i'll be eating ice cream which i know is so fattening and some other snacks. omg, see i tell you, i'll be gaining all the fats! fatsss!

just came home from a farewell dinner for ate avie. it was supposed to be a farewell lunch. but like erica and i had expected, one of us would call up last minute to say she can't turn up, or one of us would be late. this time, i was the one who couldn't make it at first, but eventually made it, but was late for an hour. heehee. i went ahead to their house at first, to have black pepper crabs. it was finger lickin indeed cause my hands smelt of crabsss! and as usual, after much discussions, we decided to eat at spageddies. i shouldn't have ordered the penne alfredo lah! it was like eating at pastamania!

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and right now, another problem surfaced at home.
gahh :(

again, it was also unexpected. couldn't things be just handled in a right way? it was an ugly scenario and i have seen another side of the someone whom i thought i knew. why does it seems like everything came to a halt after the month of may or june? after these two months, things seems to go haywire, like i'm losing what i used to had. i fear that last june was the last family reunion that we had together, i feared that when i come back from the philippines, i won't know how to face some situations. and now i fear that i won't be even here in singapore next year, but in philippines for good. i can't imagine living in philippines for good! i've lived here like for a longg time and it's gonna take some time to adjust! and i'll definetely miss the people & palces here!

gahh!
perhaps i think too much lah. i know i shouldn't, especially when prelims are just around the corner.

and he said ''it's how you handle take it''
right.
:)