Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

i'm considering of closing down my blog. it's so pathetic, i haven't really updated much.
school life has been busy since school reopened. it's been great to see everyone, but this year feels different somehow. the whole atmosphere, just everything seems different. but then, really things have changed and things were not the way they were anymore.

since the first week of school, teachers have been talking about the O'levels and it's freaking me out. even as i'm typing here now, i'm nagging at myself to go back to my studying!
it's gonna be a challenging year, with the SYF this year and my O's. just yesterday we had a rehearsal at the singapore conference hall. my mouth felt numbed after all the playing. samuel, our new conductor said we were worthy of a COP band. quite true, cause we haven't really put much effort yet. like me, having been absent for band during band practices, i feel myself losing out to my juniors. one time, i played a few wrong notes, i felt so embarassed i felt like stuffing my head into a paper bag.

and and, yesterday was great. stacey and jiawei coming back and all! kaiying and sherlin joined came back to school to watch us at the SOC. it felt so right that we were all back together again. it was crazy on the bus way back to school. kaiying and sherlin were cheerleaders, cheering songs they learnt from their orientations. we were so noisy at the back! and i haven't laugh so much for a long time! just like the good old times when both of them were still in shcool, we had a lot of crazy times, laughing all the time. at the SOC, stacey and i were talking about the past, how we clarinetists got closer because of the SYF. all those talk made us feel like crying, we miss those times.

oh wells, i've to get back to my books. it worries me everytime im not studying!