Of the ordinary & the extraordinary.

i had a really painful day.
oh yes, painful.
i've been excited for today cause it's our clarinetists outing and i didn't get to enjoy.
damn you, stupid stomach cramp!

i woke up earlier than usual today, my sis woke me up at 5 am asking me to accompany her to the toilet. so i couldn't go back to sleep after that. feeling bored, i rummaged through my stuff again and i looked at the old photographs. i was thinner back then! ah, i miss those days. gotta stick to my diet, and stop drinking that mango milk tea from sweet talk!

after watching spongebob on the telly, rushed to meet kaiying who was late. haha! she then picked me up in her cab and off we went to meet the rest. sherlin, shu qi and pearlyn were already there. i guess i couldn't really call it a clarinetists outing, the rest weren't present. we couldnt make up our mind where to go, so we ended up at orchard and feeling reallg hungry, we went to seoul garden. just in time for the student's buffet. darn lah, i don't like the service there. bad service the staff gave us. what's the 10% service charge for then.

when we went to take the food, i was feeling hungry then. we took a lot of meat but so little of vegetables which made us feel guilty. i'm a loser when i eat at buffets. i may look as if i eat a lot at buffets, but no. i was full already or somehow feeling like wanna puke. eating all those neat but no vegetables. oh, sherlin put two eggs in the soup base and gave a bowl of it for me to eat. i felt quesy eating it! hen it came, the stupid damn stomach cramp. i actually wanted to eat somemore, but it was really killing me. so sherlin, shu qi and i went to the toilet. whoa, we were like walking in circles to find the toilet and i was in so much pain. finally we found the toilet and i looked at myself in the mirror. gosh! i was so pale, i never seen myself so pale before.

we went back, pearlyn and kaiying have cleaned the stove after much effort of scraping it. haha! soon after vanessa joined us but she didn't eat much. i wondered if they were feeling cold in the restaurant cause i was feeling really cold but i was sweating a lot. the stomach cramp was killing me! so i decided to go home rather than sit there and envy them for eating those delicious food. i wanted to eat the ice kacang! i walked to the taxi stand, felt like fainting. and the queue in the taxi stand was super long, waiting for the taxi seemed like ages. i wanted to go and tell the person first in the queue to let me have the cab first cause im really not feeling well. but nah, i guess but it'll be too embarassing. it looked like a lot of people were in a hurry. so there i waited for the taxi which seemed like ages and i was in agony. when the taxi finally came, i asked the driver to turn off the aircon then he was like shouting WHAT? I CANT HEAR YOU! if i wasn't feeling well i would have shouted back and tell him to say without shouting. but then i realised i was very weak and voice was very soft. so ah, heck care lah. i just slept on the taxi all the way home.

it just feels oh so good to lie on my bed and cover myself with three blankets and i was sweating but still feeling cold. thanks goodness after two or three hours i woke up feeling good and stupid and painful stomach cramp was gone. GONE, FINALLY!

i felt bad and angry with myself. first, i ps the clarinetists. second, i didn't get to enjoy myself and wasted $12.75 on the buffet when i ate so little there. what a bad day.